What I uncovered in me, or least a deeper layer found, is of my comfort with things gay and bi-sexual, a confident pleasure in finding men so beautiful and enjoyable to enjoy.
Tapping into feelings that have always been there and I find have this resonating beauty in them. I know you will understand, it is like it is a male male thing, though it seems these are feelings that go to a place where words become unwieldy.
Writing as a means to explore ones sexuality, has uncovered such deep levels of personal inquiry, and the joy found in engagement with like minds, an exploration that takes one naturally toward artistic notions and expression.
Sometimes I have the thought how wonderful it would be to be part of a gallery exhibition, to have men who appreciate come visit, appreciate and enjoy. The fantasies of male exhibitionism for admiring males that I’m sure not to be alone in.
What then comes is a connection that seems inherently and so exquisitely male in it’s nature, that shared understanding we have of each other, a compassion that is found in the camaraderie of men. Deep sensitivity of the male heart.
How can I begin to resist the wonders of male beauty, and why would such an idea gain any ground, for I see only beauty, a mirror to my own homosexuality, a lover of men and all things masculine, my tender lover, my companion, my sweet male friend, hold me sweetly on the arms, accept my lips and eyes for you, embrace me I am yours. My darling man of male scent and arching curves.
There comes also a quiet without need to herald, but rather to seek out gentle conversation, among brothers in each others arms and embrace.
And that is what it is, as a male and a bisexual male with that full yearning and deep love for women and; that loving intuitive kinship and masculine attraction for men, our physical, emotional, spiritual and intellectual beauty, of men we know how we each feel, and that is beautiful, sweeping away all pretense and falsity in its sincerity, allowing us to fully bloom.
[Images of men are] visual joys to caress, a telling prompt for ones sweet desires, a wonderful confirmation of my love of my fellow man, a mirror to the inner me and what has rested in my bosom since childhood, acknowledgement of warm welcoming that undeniable natural attraction for other men, it is me. Gentle freedom to be all things male, comfort in the understanding and accepting arms and embrace of others, my sweet brothers and lovers. There is no gap between our desires and grace. We touch in so joyfully harmony, two bodies, two minds, two hearts, to touch, to enjoy, to love, to be.
[Men with smaller penises] are all really nice to look at and enjoy – big, medium, small, Continue reading →